My Life My Way

i couldnt remember when was the last time when we chatted on skype.
time really heals and im doing quite well.

the second date is coming to its first anniversary but i didnt really keep it in mind.
on 13th of June, we went to the Indian concert, Omotesando for a stroll, had a cup of coffee in a cafe you used to visited when you were in high school.
randomly talked with Jim and Steve on the phone...
after we were surrounded by stree lights, sitting on the bench. everything seems to be perfect.
it was a beautiful night.... 
what if at that time i had the courage to say anything, would the ending change?

i was confused yet i was trying hard not to show how i thought about you.

A year after,
the CD i bought for your birthday present, im thinking to give to somebody else.
you are wrong about me i guess...

im home alone....
enjoying my time being alone....

havent had this since im back from japan...

im drinking red wine, listening to brooke fraser and the music i used to listen when i was in japan.

i give a big question mark to my life.

what is this all about
-falling in love with the most misterious guy i have ever met.
-India becomes the top countries i want to visit
-grades dont mean anything- what is the point to study for As

i dont feel like studying!!

那本充滿回憶的日記
每當寫完之後，我不會再去看第二次
i dont know why im avioding read it over again...
im scared to do so...